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Lmao when words like “I wish u knew how great/special/fantastic u are” are thrown at me and I literally trust no one Bc I know I’m a v fucked up piece of shit and I just wish I can tell them this truth directly
“It can never be satisfied, the mind, never.” Wallace Stevens wrote that, and in the long run he was right. The mind wants to live forever, or to learn a very good reason why not. The mind wants the world to return its love, or its awareness; the mind wants to know all the world, and all eternity, even God.
–Annie Dillard, from “Total Eclipse” in The Abundance: Narrative Essays Old and New
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